Weekend Home Recap

So I'm safe and sound in Philly, I survived my weekend home.

The highlight of my whole trip was when I visited my cousin's ex wife. I haven't seen her in some time and it was so good to sit and chillax with her. Its funny how different things look when you are older, because we never got along that well when I was living at home. Half of the time, I didn't even think she liked me. Come to find out she is proud of me. Wow.

I saw a lot of people that I haven't seen in such a long time and it really felt like a homecoming. I didn't realize there were so many people who were so proud of me and rooting for me (at least until I fall). It makes me nervous because when people place you on a pedestal, you can obviously fall. These people still see me as the little girl who lived at home and aimed to please everybody. I still have her inside of me but I'm trying to get her the hell out. I can't live for others, its my life. Easier said than done.

But it feels so good to be back home to own place, my fiance, and  my girls on PNN.